Fear..

Fear of rejection, pain and humiliation..
Fear of incompetence, failure and mortification..
Fear of letting go of the comfort zone that surrounds me..
Fear of venturing too far into the unknown..
consumes my thoughts day and night..
From which I receive no respite..
headlong I do try to face them…
unsuccessful though I may be..
but I gotta keep trying..
to sprout wings and fly..
beyond the foreseeable horizons..
to welcome the unknown..
With arms open wide.

Chaos…

 Chaos and utter discontentment race through me

Making me feel utterly miserable and thoroughly disgruntled

But to whom do I turn
with these strange feelings that course through me
how do I know whether they are for real
Or just the active ramblings of a bored mind
Its driving me crazy..
Bit by bit
Until I am ready to scream my head off
But nor would I do such a thing
Cos that would only reinforce the fact that I am crazy
to all who surround me

Intimidation

Intimidation of the highest level
Reaches out and clutches at bare straws
Watching and waiting to see
Its effectiveness in deterrence
but would it always be efficacious
In bringing out the anticipated resultant
Or would it just all fall apart
And leaves us hanging bare in nothingness..

Shock Waves..

In the realm of the waves that keep rocking our boat to n fro..
I sit back seemingly unaffected..
Yet I ponder.. as to where this may all lead..
Knowing that doesn’t help at all..
Yet unable to do more..